6 months old

Today, Carson is six months old and I as a mom am having a bit of a difficult time accepting the fact that my baby is already six months old. I can hardly believe it.


It happened--- before I even knew it, before I could catch my breath, it has happened. 


It was just over 8 months ago that I found out that Carson had spina bifida. I was 32 weeks along... I was so busy getting the nursery together... sewing... shopping.. planning.. dreaming... and  BOOM! The 100 mph whirlwind I was a part of stopped. I stopped.... And you know at that particular moment Ididnt think that I would ever be going again.

I was wrong, a incredible new whirlwind begun. This time more than 200 mph. His name was Carson and he has kept me busier than I ever could have imagined.

Busier feeding

Busier holding

Busier smiling

 Busier tickling

 Busier laughing

Busy

Busy

So busy and so worn out :)

It's the unexpected moments that definitely affect you the most.